Growing up, my mom was Christian and my dad was Jewish. We celebrated both Christian and Jewish holidays. Religion was a very confusing and uncomfortable topic for me. I am now 36, a mother, and married to a Catholic. I love my husband and am comfortable about his choice to be Catholic (he joined the church 2 months before our wedding). He knows that I do not accept Jesus Christ as the true Messiah, an he is comfortable with that. I have always believed more in the Jewish faith than Christian faith. Over the last few years I have longed for a deeper connection with God and feel "lost" not belonging. I'm wondering what steps I need to take to become an official Jew?