I'm a little unsure as to some aspects of Jewish faith. I've asked a few questions on here that have received fairly negative ratings, I suppose they may have seemed like 'foolish' questions, or look like something a 'heretic' might ask. I'm asking whoever reads this to please treat this question seriously. I've been Jewish my entire life, but after doing some further studying, I've found a few things that almost force me to question this faith.
It seems, or at least, it can be made to seem, that Judaism consists of many people blindly following what they are told, relying on the integrity of those who teach them, are intolerant of others' lives, divides between gender, races, and ethnicities, even outside of the Jewish People(Ham), and prohibits interracial or interfaith relations, some extending this even to friendship or acquaintance. Also, after looking at some economic practices, like a Milva Haktuvah Bishtar, it looks like one could easily commit a legally acceptable theft by Jewish law. Basically, immoral acts that seem to be allowed or even encouraged by Judaism.
My question is this: of what I listed above, which, if any, are untrue. With whichever remain as true, does that mean these things are right, what should be done, or even acceptable? If racism and intolerance are desired, then I feel there is a big gap in fundamental ideas between you and me. If they are not, and what's listed above is accurate, why follow this faith?
I've found myself struggling with this doubt and am hoping to at least be pointed in the right direction here. Thank you for whatever help you can provide.
EDIT: My mentioning of different interracial and interfaith issues are not intended to be exactly the same. I guess I'll have to ask other questions to be more specific on them later.
EDIT: If I'm not mistaken, gentiles, especially Amon and Moav, or at least the men of these groups, are forbidden from truly joining Judaism, even if they'd attempt conversion. Is this incorrect? If not, isn't that discrimination on the basis of immutable traits?