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How does one know if one is really fit to learn kabala. As we all know one has to be on a high madrega before learning it and it is not for everyone. So how can one know if he really is on the madrega. This question is not how to become fit for learning kabala like its so called duplicate, but how hashem is communicating with him and telling him if he is fit or not. According to the gemoro yuma hashem communicates with him in a practical way and tells him now you are fit or now you are unfit. In other words something practical (not in the mind) happens to the person if he is fit, and something else if he is unfit.
I can only repeat this is not a duplicate and since you consider it to be, the system does not allow me to answer. I assure you that the answer is of great interest.
Since I am not yet being allowed to answer perhaps I can broaden the question giving a similar example of where hashem tells you he 'doesnt' want you and how he tells you.
This is something I am sure everyone knows and that is hashem has his way of making sure you know that he doesnt like your succah for instance. Hashem shows this to you in a very practical way where you have no choice but to accept that he just doesnt want your succah.
The answer to my question when given the chance will be something very similar.
Considering as I have already mentioned it is a 'nigla' gemoro in yuma, and since so far no one has come up with it I doubt if anyone on here is really already fit to learn kabala!
I am going to ask another question which I hope will not be duplicated and then be able to answer it there.